After vacation always comes the routine. I miss California a lot and the friends that reside there. I'm glad that I am back in church and now all ministries are up and running. I also admit that I have come home feeling refreshed, I deal with customers at work a lot better, I'm more pleasant to my family and I don't think that work in a total bore...well at least not yet.

I'm surprised at how my family and I have been getting along since I came back. I've been back three weeks now and my sister and I have not had one argument.
The week before I left for California, we had these huge fights, she said more things to me than I said to her but a lot of the things she said didn't really bother me. I just accepted it as the way she saw me and I can't change her mind about it. When I came back she was actually being nice to me and I was just waiting on the next word she had to say but so far so good. I'm praying it stays this way for a long time.

Carnival weekend is almost here...for most people it's just revelry and feting...for me I'm getting a get away in Tobago. I'm camping with the Scarborough Church of God and I am super excited... camp, Tobago, seriously what more can I possible want?
And I'm getting an extra day In Tobago. I did get warned from everyone... apparently they paste and mush and initiate new comers, which would be me this year. And yes I am carrying my camera.

I'm waiting to register for school... this waiting period is kinda killing me... I'm like yes this is definitely what I want to do... everything will fall into place. I'm not really looking forward to commuting close to 2 hrs on a daily basis. Besides that I'm going to be a full time student... I don't like that a lot...yes I get to finish faster but...

My heart is really heavy... Oh Lord, be my strength and my shield, my fortress.